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First Love 2

One Day, you’ll understand why my heart beats so fast whenever you’re around.

You’ll know how it feels to fall in love with someone and care for them.

Someday, I’ll be gone and you’ll understand just how much I’ve sacrificed for you.

I’m not expecting you to fall head-over-heels for me but I just wish you’d see yourself through my eyes, all those heartbeats, blood rush and goosebumps will make sense to you.

I’m not expecting anything out of you.

I get it, you don’t feel the same way and you’ll never understand the way I feel about you.

One day, when you finally fall in Love, You’ll realize you were my First Love and that Love is a thing that happens in a heartbeat.

It can’t be forced.

I hope you’ll be happy and find the meaning of Love someday.

You were too young and I Fall in love with you Just Too Quickly.

-Arikay’s Little Infinity

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First Love-1

I think I’m still going to like you even if it’s not meant to be.

If you ask me why?

I’d simply say,”Because I want you and nothing else.”

I mean, once you really Like or Love someone, the lingering feelings will never vanish completely.

You’re still going to think about what you could’ve done and what you could’ve been.

You’ll still think about that one person who sweeps you off of your feet.

No matter what you do or where you are? You’re still going to think about that one person, Your First Love.

And In my opinion, it’s better to stay unaccompanied,

than to be with someone else and

still thinking about

Your First Love.

-Arikay’s Little Infinity, First Love 1

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His Own;Her Own

He Wanted

                                   Her To Live In

                                           His Own Galaxy

But

                     She Wanted

To Create                      

                                     A Galaxy Of Her Own.

 

-Arikay’s Little Infinity, His Own;Her Own

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Handle Him With Care.

To The Person Who Have Him.
Handle Him With Care.
He is Fragile.
His heart is Vulnerable but He doesn’t know that.
The color Grey defines Him.
Even though He looks extremely classy in White.
He might look a little lost sometimes but he’s still a genius.
He might be yours but he is still my World.
At least that’s what I admitted to.
Be kind to him.
Make him happy.
Love Him.
Love him more than you love yourself.
Love him so much that everyone who ever sees you together knows that he is Yours.
Give Him Love.
All The Love He Can Get.
And Remember You Own My Entire World.
Handle Him With Care.

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To The Person I Valued More Than Myself

If you ask me why I choose you?
I’d simply say,” Because I Love you.”
If you ask me why I still chase you after all these years?
I’d simply reply you with a soft smile and say,”I’m waiting for the right time.”

To be honest, I don’t even know why I am so crazily obsessed with you. I used to ask myself why am I like this?
And then I answered myself.
“Because I want you, with all my body and soul. I want you to be Mine. I want you to be my first and last. I don’t care if I’m not your first, at least I hope to be your last. I don’t want anything else if I got you. I want to grow old with you. I just want you.”
Simple as that.

I might be too greedy to want you all to myself. But I don’t think I am.
I want to have a teenage Love Story and do all the crazy thing I wanted to do with you.

But there’s always one thing that’s stopping me from being close to you.

Whenever I tried making an effort the fear of ‘falling in love too early’ haunts me.
I’m scared that we might ‘fall in love too early’ and ‘fall out of love’ easily. I know I’m stupid for thinking this way. But having avidity to have you all to me makes me scared.
It scares me to the point where I don’t even want to ever deal with the pain of getting a heartbreak from anyone else.
I can take it if you break my heart or hurt me in any way that you can.
Maybe then, I might be able to give up hope on you.
I can never imagine myself getting hurt over someone else who is not you.

I want you but I’m scared to show you.

What if ‘we’ turns out to be something that I’d never imagine?
What if the ‘us’ that I’ve pictured doesn’t turn out the way I wanted.
What if the ‘life’ I wanted to have with you turns out to be a predicament?
What if ‘we fall out of love’?
What if ‘we never made it to the phase of getting married’?
I’ve only wanted to do anything only with you and If it’s not you, I don’t think I can do anything.

I can never picture myself with anyone else.
I just can’t.
There must be something about you that get’s imprinted in me.
I can only give space to you and wait just until I think is the right time.
But when will the right time come?
I have no clue myself.
Maybe the ‘we’ I imagined might never happen.

But remember, I will always Love you, don’t you dare forget that.